I'm drunk: get to know my fears

well it finally happened.... i got drunk and had too many drink and now i feel good enough to give you a very brief summary about what i really fear most. REJECTION.  that's right, i have no problem being publicly humiliated or called gay but when it comes to being rejected by girls i break down and wont ask them out.  why, i dont know... i think it's because i have a deep seeded need for approval.  that's why i sleep around, that way nobody gets close enough to me to where i have to feel rejected if i open up to them.  i know it's a short blog, and i have misspelled a few words, but whatever... this is my fear.  felt like telling you.